Tired Words

Leave me alone ,
I am tired of your smiles and happiness ,
Of the way I have been feeling ,
Like dieing and worrying,
Stop this shit  ,
I can't take it no more ,
I lost my hope and love you gave ,
Please say I don't have to bear ,
With life of struggle and only pain ,
Leave me alone I don't wanna stay ,
Again and again I wanna pray ,
End this misery I have gained ,

With full of trouble and fails.